4 am...

Another night of dancing, drinks, and socializing. Another night of pizza and junk food. Another night with new company. And yet I am sitting in front of my computer at 4:14 am with a feeling of uneasiness and a lack of fulfillment. Did I have a good time?

As a sense of fatigue envelops me, I can't help but wonder if I'm growing old of this type of "having fun." I'm going to wake up sometime after noon tomorrow, and I'll look back at the night to see what I've accomplished. Does something need to be accomplished if the sole purpose of doing it is just to have fun? Maybe. I get the feeling that I'm always looking for more.

But look at me 5 hours ago and you would have seen a completely different person. I was dying to leave the house and celebrate the end of exams and, frankly, the end of my undergrad. I was led to believe that this monumental occasion would translate to a most memorable night.

I think I'm coming to understand what I value in my social life. Drinking, dancing, and music are not always needed, although they certainly help to lighten the mood. Close friends help make the night more personal. Last but not least, humour and food are always a good combination in moderation. In conclusion, what does it take to make social outings "fun" on a regular basis?

Oddly enough, the only way to find out is by going out more...

WC